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Despite my generally-low spoon levels I have been waking early, rising early and getting chores done before going to work. Sometimes in the evening too but only after a substantial late-afternoon/early evening nap. I seem to have started early on the Xmas clean-and-sort - which as I didn't manage to complete it last year is probably no bad thing.

This is kind of aided by the fact that I am slowly moving back into the "office" and whereas moving out was a concentrated exercise in "move-all-the-things" this is a more gradual process done as I have the spoons / need to set up/access particular things. Actually working from "work" has cut way back on these things.

At the weekend I don't have work, so yesterday and today so far have seen
- a focussed forking weeding attack on a section of the garden
- intermittent sorting and repacking of one of the hallway cupboards
- dismantling and cleaning of a keyboard (grotty)
- putting away the gazebo
- some work at the Hall
- clearing my RSS backlog and some other tabs

Much of this is done with that kind of nervous energy which comes from being on a low-ebb plateau, where if you don't keep accomplishing things you might crash at any time. (There have been a couple of crashes/hard naps - I'm running out of energy easily.) I've also spent some time playing Civ though and I'm considering setting up the other computer and re-installing Diablo II or dropping a few dollars on something interesting from gog.com. First though I actually need to get the desk moved back from the lounge.

What I am actually procrastinating (and I know it) is writing up the last of the Kiera's Thoughts journals, which I want to complete on LJ before I make the export/move to Dreamwidth. That's probably going to take a few hours, and I keep not-quite-having / not-quite-wanting to commit that block of time. Or something. Right now for instance it's half-past-11 and I need to be over at the Hall by 1pm, lunch in the interval.

Update: got the lawns done in that time.
marsden_online: (BlueDragon)
While having lunch on a not-braining day. Not braining day is probably due to a) stressful week b) lack of weekend c) ingesting two much gluten repeatedly over the past 3+ days. Not braining days are less inconvenient when I'm not supposed to be working. At least am at home as still haven't heard back about car and it's not really a day for cycling.

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marsden_online: (BlueDragon)
Sunday approached being a really good day. I managed a lie-in, caught up on some stuff online, spontaneously wrote a blog post, crossed a minor but long-standing time off the to-do-list which procrastinating on replying to an email (which I then got around to), did some gardening, got over to the Hall for an hour-or-so to clean up some more graffiti and stick up some signs, had a good time talking to people at the BBQ and managed a random act of making of someones day with minimum effort.

Did not get the dishes of laundry done which was a bit of a downer.

Came home very tired, looking forward to a good nights sleep and hitting the week running. A 4am #AH alarm put paid to that plan. (There were also multiple alarms in the small hours of Saturday and Sunday but they weren't as late or as bad for some reason).

So today required hauling myself out of bed some hours later than I would have liked, and the firefighting started before I even got to work with an issue I noticed in my galleries (necessitating a support ticket). Remembered to put the laundry on before leaving the house. The rest of the morning was taken up jumping from issue to issue at work (but I did get some things documented in the process) making it after lunch by the time I actually got started on todays project. Then as I was finishing up one of the Hall alarms was triggered 3 times - there was no point trying to rush to it through 5pm traffic but I stopped in as soon as I could on the way home - forgetting to buy groceries - yes someone had been (forced their way into) into the managers residence. Dealt with stuff online, put dinner on and finally managed to get the dishes done.

Currently waiting for dinner to fish cooking, and still so tired. But things to be done before I can go to bed.
marsden_online: (Kea)
After a long week I had a pretty good time at last nights party, thanks mostly to the playlist. The unholy trinity with an additional three-track lead-in was a bit much though - I managed it but I am really feeling the after-effects from my feet to my butt this morning.

The edge was taken off a bit by my #damnedheart playing up - actually it's been doing that for the past few weeks but I've been sufficiently busy/exhausted to mostly ignore it. I'm putting it down to spring. (Probably not -really- my heart.)

So while today is one of those rare, miraculous days where there are very few things I need to get done, and beautiful weather as well, and I'm feeling quite good - a lot of things will probably still get done. That may include reading a book later this afternoon if no better options present themselves.

Really wish the first "I" in the preceding paragraph could be a "we" though.
marsden_online: (skull)
"In my mind
There's a girl I'd like to love
And there's some things I'd like to say
To who is gonna hear"

I was going to write up a Kiera's Thoughts post tonight, as the campaign concluded last week and there isn't -that- much to go, but a day of Hall crap mixed with work crap has taken all my energy.

And it looked like it was going to be such a good week :(

Feeling very alone again.
marsden_online: (Ghostfighter)
Not really. Stayed in bed past 10 because the chesty tail-end of this head-cold is still not letting me sleep properly. Filled the green bin with a fern hair(frond?)cut and sundry other garden debris. Wrote an overdue blog post. Mowed the lawns. Whittled my RSS backlog down to size. Re-read my Tiny Discworld edition of Mort. Killed some time trying to find a computer game to play. Purged some old files / folders from my archive that I am seriously never going to need again and in some cases which had quite negative emotions attached.

It has actually felt like the first day of a holiday, perhaps suggesting how badly I need one. Alas it is not so and tomorrow I work again, with the goal of at least 6 hours a day for the next 3 days to enable the nearest I can hope for before Christmas - a day of appointments and other stuff on Thursday, a deliberately work-light day on Friday to catch up on a few other things, 48-hour-party weekend and recovery on Monday. This doesn't actually seem like much of a holiday to me. I may not be working and they may be self-imposed but there are still obligations and to a fairly full schedule.

I am going to try for an early night - through boredom and in hope of both sleep and being up at a reasonable time in the morning.
marsden_online: (skull)
I awoke this morning with a sense of calm, that things were right with the world and that it was all right to lie in the cosy bed for a while. This usually means one of two things:
1. there is a disaster waiting in or about to hit my inbox
2. I've cracked
3. both of the above

Given that the world has slowly been turning to plastic over th past few weeks and I'm at the state where I don't have the spare brain cycles to contemplate anything more than a few hours ahead probably at least the second (I've checked my inbox and it's clear - so far). For instance this weekend is Winter Weekend but my brain cannot comprehend this - the concept flits away like a frisky butterfish. I'm going out tomorrow afternoon - or evening, depending on the painter - despite clearly needing some sort of break I'm expecting two surreal days which will immediately disappear in the fog of "happened".

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On the subject of painting - after two weeks without the final coat being applied it turns out that the painter is away sick and the project manager has -finally- (after I actually started chasing him up) assigned another painter. Who is supposed to be here late this afternoon to apply the first coat and tomorrow morning for the second.

On the one hand this is over-and-above the EQC work so I don't want to push things - on the other hand that means *I'm* the one paying for it and I expect better. Especially since I need the paint fumes to have cleared by the end of the week when another EQC refugee is moving into that room for a few weeks / months.
marsden_online: (Sisters)
The party went off by most accounts. The day leading up to it wasn't so smooth, but everything was ready just in time - we had to de-tetris the lounge and spread as much as possible back through the other rooms as well as get the party decorations up. But all done - I went in feeling relaxed, unlike last year.

The playlist was pretty good and I even managed to dance through the unholy trinity (Constantinople, Rasputin and Farewell to the Crown) which indicates that my fitness level is a bit higher than I though it was. When food-time came around the savouries were devoured like never before - don't know what made people particularly peckish last night.

Wasn't the most extravagantly costumed or even the best attended Gothic Vampire party I've attended but almost everyone was in the right mood and seemed to be having a good time.

Unfortunately my own mood took a low turn about 12:30 that I was unable to shake. Maybe I should have grabbed a savoury from the first or even second batch myself. Maybe it was something else.

Kicked the last four hangers on out about 3am. As luck would have it the people I had been lined up to deliver home found another ride. The main outcome of this was that I got to dance to -all- the songs I had requested instead of having to miss one which of the things I wanted for me out of the party was the only one achieved.

Stayed in bed until 11 - it would be inaccurate to say I slept in that long. Awake about 8am feeling sore and lonely, dozed and drifted until I had the spoons to get up, shower, eat, start the cleanup.

In addition to cleanup the office had to be emptied again - the painting isn't finished but we moved some furniture back in there for the night. The computer is now set up in a different corner of the main lounge, handily next to the stereo, and the rest of the lounge can be used as such. The dining room is back to it's normal state and things are gradually finding their way back to their usual spots in the kitchen and laundry.

I keep slipping and thinking tomorrow is Monday and I'll have to work. Keep reminding myself I do actually have another day although the list of things I have to do tomorrow is quite long anyway. Photos of course but there is still some cleanup and I also have paperwork which needs sorted out - having just been piled in a drawer for a couple of weeks and having had more shoved in on to yesterday. Since it seems likely this corner will remain the office for some weeks now.

Some of these things were meant to happen today but come evening my brain ability to focus on a single task - even getting a couple of bits of furniture between ends of the house one after the other - gave out completely and I've just been playing FreeCiv.

Long day

Jul. 2nd, 2012 09:26 pm
marsden_online: (BlueDragon)
Antonio Hall alarm at 11:30pm last night - got back to sleep about 1am, woke several times - alarm was set for 6:10am because thee was a music video being shot at the hall today and they wanted to start at 8am.

And with finding people having been through and some serious breakage when we went in to take a tour through on Sunday todays pre-group security walkthrough was as important as ever. So aimed to be there at 7:30am. Fortunately the rest of the night appeared to have been quiet.

I only stayed for a short while - no way I could dedicate the day this week. Work had to take priority. This did mean I got to sit at home in the warm while volunteers Ana, Sara and Sarah froze their bits off keeping an eye on proceedings (above and beyond etc etc).

Very nearly went to bed for a nap about 10:30-11am but ended up taking a thermos of hot milo over to the hall instead which woke me up a bit. After that did actually manage to get some hours work done.

Went back about 4:30pm to close up - they were supposed to be finishing about 5 at the latest - it was after 6pm by the time the crew got everything packed up and away. After 7 by the time I got everyone home.

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On the repairs front the job boss turned up, had a look around, thought the painters might be in on Thursday if all goes well. He wondered where the concrete pourers were (still not done, been ready since mid-last week). The plasterers turned up later and finished the office - it now needs a day to dry before being sanded for painting.

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Going to be hitting the sack very very soon.
marsden_online: (BlueDragon)
So, Buckets of Dice weekend. I preface this post with having had approx 5 1/2 hours broken sleep for each of the last 5 nights. Only the late nights were due to BoD, the broken part was due to (false) alarms at AH.
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marsden_online: (Sisters)
I went to check on dinner before starting this post - and discovered I hadn't turned the element on :(
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marsden_online: (Default)
So this week has been pretty work focused and by the end of yesterday it had made me pretty grumpy. Caught a second wind this morning for a couple of hours then ran out of steam for work about lunchtime and instead busied myself with to-dos around the house. So despite the few billable hours it feels like it has been a good day.

In the background the builder has finished both the fireplace and painting the bathroom ceiling, which wraps up those projects. One of the things I did today was trimming up the carpet and tacking it back into place around the new hearth.

Ugh, I know I should complete all the other redecoration and renovation before getting the carpet/lino redone, but that is really the thing-most-in-need-of-attention. Barring windfalls though I'm not going to be able to afford another major project until after next winter. (Fortunately a heat pump doesn't rate as a major project, I want that done -before- next winter).

Operation pay-someone-else-to-clean-all-the-things is also underway so the house is presentable for the party next weekend.
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Went to SAGA board games & BBQ, played Seven Wonders, Thurn and Taxis, Forgotten Island, San Juan, Dominion x2, [Edit: Pandemic, Junta]. That I can remember. Little bit fragged again tonight.

Prior to that attended a meeting of local residents, Community Board members and a Parks representative about some issues with trees in the park. (Notably, my immediate neighbours get no sun on their back yard in winter but Parks can't just remove the offending trees because they are perfectly healthy. The Community Board actually has to authorise it. I think a compromise has been reached where one of the trees will eventually go.)
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Which I'm doing by sitting in the lounge with the laptop because it's windy outside and I don't seem to be able to tear myself away from a computer. Just possibly I have a problem.

I did get some weeding done and the lawns mown earlier, which may also count.

Anyway I've done all the work I intend to do today (yes it's a Saturday but significant parts of this week have been a wash) and now have a few precious hours just to sit back and not do anything important. Except perhaps, y'know, update my LJ with things that have been happening.
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Drat, the sun has been clouded over. Time to move on.
marsden_online: (Sisters)
All that enthusiasm and energy I had last week? Dissipated somewhere Sunday afternoon. Not much achieved over the past couple of days at all, despite perfect weather for it.

Today was particularly bad, I haven't even completed anything significant on my own account. Actually not true - I got in touch with the plumber and got his details down on the Building Consent application (now I just need the Council to be open say tomorrow). And I knocked another significant presentation off my to-watch list.

I'm stuck on a work project I hoped would be finished last week and certainly should have been today. It's not technically stuck - I know exactly what needs to be done - I just can't get myself started. Even breaking it down into really small chunks. I managed 1/2 an hour today - some templating. Need to do better tomorrow somehow. I don't know -why- I'm stuck, it's not a difficult client (as far as I know) or anything. Perhaps it's just that despite a request to get to a certain stage ASAP (which was reached last week) nothing actually seems to have happened at the other end to indicate that it was that urgent. That's always demotivating for me. It's like "why did I bother?"

There's only one other little project waiting as well, that always makes it hard for me to get focused. I need to have a weeks work lined up - planned - to really fire.

Anyway I've primed the bed with a hot-water-bottle (saying "hottie" is just too depressing) - that's as good a place to be as any right now. And taking up fewer heaters worth of electricity.
marsden_online: (BlueDragon)
Managed to get out of bed at a half-respectable time, got to where I wanted to be at end of work Friday, invoiced 4 digits, had a nap, socialised at [livejournal.com profile] uaekiwi's drinkies and as it started plenty early was home about midnight.

Thanks to those who have been concerned/supportive :) I'll get over it, I always do.

Since I don't have to catch up work today I'm making another run at digitising my late Grandma's photo collection. It's a bit of a long-term project but it's important to capture not only the photos but the bits of information about where/who/what with them.

I'd actually rather not be at the computer today, but it's not a good one to be outside. The dishes need doing, and maybe I'll turn the heater on in the lounge and watch a movie or some Highlander later, we'll see.

What I'm -avoiding- doing is replying to an email from my cousin, who wants me to quote on building him a website that will make money [sigh]
marsden_online: (Blueknight)
There's something I'm seeing in a few places, a backlash against the phrase "The new normal". Which I admit to being guilty of using.

But people are right. It's not normal (in NZ) to have to shovel silt out of your property every few weeks/months. It's not normal to have a city center slowly transforming into rubble. It's not normal for adrenaline to start flowing (if you have any left) or to pause and wait just-in-case every time you hear a rumbling sound or feel a vibration underfoot.

It's important to our mental health to believe that all these things will go away. That life will get back to something resembling the way it was before. That our homes will be whole, that we can go about our lives comfortable that the contingency plan for getting the family back together is just a contingency plan, not something we might have to use today.

If we start believing that this is "normal", then we have nothing to look forward to. No reason to stay, no reason to rebuild. No reason to look forward, no reason to hold to hope.

There will be a "return to normal" in Christchurch. It will be long, and gradual, and probably one of those things that people will just look around one day and realise it has happened. Life won't be the -same-, but it will be close enough.

We need a better descriptive phrase. Something that makes it clear the situation is temporary, without implying that it's over. I'm just having trouble coming up with anything short and snappy enough.

"Life in Interesting Times" is done to death (and it's not all that interesting any more).
Anything that implies it's over (post-quake, in the aftermath) presupposes that we're not going to get any more, and we've seen how that works out.
Anything that trivialises it (ol' Shakey) is out.

"These are ongoing challenges in Christchurch."

Best I can do.
marsden_online: (Ghostfighter)
Monday
- Physio moved from my arm to my back. Apparently everything works perfectly and my sitting posture is perfect (and so it should be after all the chiro and effort of the past few years) but my standing posture is offset left, possible there's a slight difference in my legs. I should definitely not get a job which requires long periods of standing, conveniently I have one which mostly involves sitting :-)

Still doesn't explain the remaining sciatica symptoms....

- Took the day slowly, there was nothing really urgent. In the evening motivation struck and I have started a new personal project. Now things just have to stay quiet enough that I get more time to work on that.

- Enforced downtime in the evening by watching RED (on the TV, via the computer .... arrrr). Very enjoyable silly action movie.

- Compulsively checked my work email beofre bed to find one that completely undid the movies good work :( when will I learn?

Tuesday
- car in for warrant, water-pump recall and two new tyres (which were borderline last warrant so I had budgeted for them). They might have held out another 6 months but I'd rather have new tyres going into winter. They've done 7 1/2 years.

The other two (on the driving wheels) were replaced 18 months ago.

- Found chocolates and a note in the mailbox from an (unnecessarily) apologetic party-goer who apparently threw up in the garden Friday night. His name wasn't on my list, but the thought is appreciated.

- The kitchen sink decided it wasn't going to empty after I washed the dishes so I had to turn my hand to some amateur plumbing. After dismantling everything I could above the floorboards I ventured under the house to take a look.

Mere minutes after getting down there the days aftershock came rumbling though. They sound a bit different from down there, and they feel a bit different when you're lying on the ground as well. It was a nervous moment but nothing more.

The drain blockage was eventually resolved by
a) re-widening the pipe outlet which had been crushed close at some point (soft lead pipe) to let some gunk out, and
b) running the garden hose in through the kitchen window, under the bench and all the way down the drainpipe to punch through the blockage then flush out the pipe.

This did however chew through a bunch of time I'd meant to spend on other things. Additionally the entire day of work went on short-notice scrappy jobs without even starting the main projects I planned to get done.

Wednesday
- Work went better, getting to the point I had hoped to be at the end of Tuesday. Tomorrow [touch wood] I might finish the last significant outstanding job and be able to take a "day off" on Friday.

- I planned to do the weeding after lunch (in the sun) but which was finally done just as it set, as gardening therapy after a frustrating last couple of hours.

- Cooked a pudding tonight. Don't think it quite worked.

- Writing this in the lounge to kill time before the the "80's movie songs" hour on C4, more enforced downtime away from the computer desk/office.
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What with Epic Breakfast (lunch) and later BBQ & drinkies. I'm really quite tired but on the way home I came to the realisation that I have -absolutely nothing- planned for tomorrow.

Many people would be thrilled by this but I just don't work that way. So this is a quick list of projects I might spend a few hours on tomorrow, to remind me in the morning.

- Gemini: Mean Streets campaign setup
- Paper castle
- Reinstall tablet (and similar computer maintenance tasks)
- add code to NetForge project
- reading FR North expansion

~~
Other activities today included of processing and uploading photos, dishes and a nap.

Sleeping well tonight (touch wood).
marsden_online: (Ghostfighter)
until a nap will do more good than harm. So far this has resulted in vacumning, cleaning the shower & toilet, digging some potatoes, sundry weeding, mowing the lawns, digging a fresh compost trench.

I've run out of chores.

This is why I can be stupidly productive when I'm sick.

Actually I theoretically took today off to do the 2010-11 end-of-financial-year accounts (which is no more fun with a stuffed head, but I'm the only one any mistakes will affect), relax and get better - yet still urgent work arrived in my inbox :( Some of the not-so-urgent stuff is clearly waiting until Monday - I do not have the spoons.

Parental units are supposed to be arriving at some undetermined time.

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