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2021-07-23 11:35 pm
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Coming to terms with a smaller world

One of the mostly-unexamined privileges of the past few decades of my life had been having a place to put stuff. Now I have been slowly coming to terms with no longer having that space. The first step was decluttering Gladson for sale, but much went into storage. For the moment we are again in a large rental, and it has spread out again. Visiting the new build as it has come up and getting a feel for that (lack of) has reinforced that another, more painful cull is necessary on my part.

One part of this has meant sacrificing my gaming library, which I am at this point most of the way through giving away / selling down, keeping only a few high value or high-utility items. I've even parted with the Red Box set which was my first ever RPG purchase, after weeks of saving my high-school allowance. (I have however kept my hands on a copy of the Rules Cyclopedia). In the next few weeks I will be giving away most of my collection of dragon-and-other-fantasy ornaments, keeping only a few pieces which have particular sentimental value.

Other items which I have been hanging onto mostly because of sentimental value are going to have to go. for example my very first laptop/tablet, a major purchase but hasn't been powered up for anything practical in ages will go in the serious prune of all the computer parts and cables etc I have kept around 'just in case'. Some have occasionally come in handy, but most of the rest I can acquire if needed from a quick trip to the Eco-store or Molten Media.

Most of the furniture is also going to have to go. The nice oak table/chairs from Gladson and matching sideboard (currently sans leg :( ), possibly the big ornament cabinet from my parents (and several other items which we had hoped to have space for which are currently living in Mum's garage are going to have to be waived), my grandmother's dresser, several sets of drawers of no particular sentimental value... We have found a way to lift the table my Dad restored to the right height to be D's stand-at crafting table much to both of our reliefs.

And I still need to figure out how to rehome the boxes of Phantom comics. In their day they were mostly a cheap read-and-throw-away publication, but now they are somewhat collectible and I feel they must be due more than that. (D has a similar problem with a large box of more recent Wonder Woman comics but hers are at least nicely bagged and in excellent condition).

Having made the decision it's surprisingly easy to part with most things, just ... feels.
marsden_online: (Cat Yarn)
2014-06-21 01:19 pm

A weekend free of significant commitments

... and I spend the first couple of hours lying in bed with my brain developing and cataloguing solutions to various coding challenges awaiting me at work. On the plus(er) side I strongly suspected that the sore throat and cough I have been holding at bay most of the week would have taken this opportunity to settle in properly but instead it seems to have receded.

Still this week has been much better than last, as is usually the case after I have vented a whole lot of angst into my journal. I have been calmer at work and usefully also spent the latter part of the week working on a project my brain was also ready for. (I may have not-asked if there were any external projects needing my attention before starting on this bit of an internal project ... ). Knowing ahead of time that my D&D game wasn't running on Tuesday was also a relief and freed up valuable brain cycles not having to worry about prep. And thanks to [livejournal.com profile] jomas_45 for being a friend on Monday :)

The rest of today, to avoid spamming my FB wall with interesting links as I catch up with reading (and photo galleries), shall include at least some of the following:
Laundry (already washing load #1)
Perhaps some ironing
Gardening (green bin)
Offline-reading* and game prep
Finish setting up the "new" media computer**

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* I haven't mentioned it here due to the convenience of FB but probably should - over the past few weeks a friend has been disposing of his dead-tree RPG collection and much of it has come the way of my library, including

- many Pathfinder Adventure Path Modules and supporting material

- An interesting looking (as in "I might run this") D&D3 module
- A D&D3 3rd party Bestiary (Monster Manual)
- D&D3 Expedition to Castle Ravenloft module (hardback mint condition still has the new book smell)

- AD&D2 2E DMs Campaign Guide and Catacomb sourcebook
- AD&D2 Ruins of Undermountain boxed set
- AD&D2 Forgotten Realms City of Splendours (Waterdeep) boxed set (mostly present)
- AD&D2 Ravenloft campaign setting (Domains of Dread) hardcover

Various print-edition Dungeon, Dragon, Polyhedron magazines circa 2001-2004

- "All the Worlds' Monsters" Chaosium generic fantasy RPG supplement, 1979 printing. Good or better condition, expertly durasealed (or equivalent) #collectorsitem

- A stack of RIFTS setting books and the hardcover rules, which I shall be passing on to an acquaintance but might yet return to my stash.

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** Replaced the old computer which was serving the TV with another of similar age, slightly less powerful processor but 4x the RAM and a much better video card. Moved over the hard drive.
marsden_online: (Kea)
2010-04-12 08:27 am
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More Last Lecture

Last night I read the Last Lecture. I've written more about that over here.

The two points that really stood out (this time) and I want to post here:

"Engineering isn't about perfect solutions, it's about doing the best you can with limited resources."

Not everyone treats life like an engineering problem (or series of problems), but I'd bet a disproportionate number of the people I know do to some degree. It certainly makes sense to me to see it framed that way, and to try and remember that it's not about perfection but about doing the best you can with what you have.

"Time must be explicitly managed, like money."

Time and money have these things in common
- they are both a limited resource
- one can often be exchanged for the other
- they both provide the best returns when carefully and thoughtfully invested

Note that I'm not advocating planning every single minute of your day here, and neither was Randy. There is the concept of 'discretionary income' - not required to produce a return, to be spent for spendings sake or on non-essentials/luxuries/entertainment. It's very easy to apply the same concept to time.
marsden_online: RPG log icon for this character (Arthur)
2010-02-21 05:14 pm
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Catching up on my reading

I've been working my way through the D&D3 Players Handbook 2 over the past week or so (yes, yes, I know, very behind the times). It's pretty solid, there was nothing in there that really leapt out as a 'must have' except one spell, but at the same time not all that much which struck me as pretty useless. I recognised the introduction of many concepts which made the transition to D&D4E pretty much intact.

The guidelines for tracking & managing affiliations were of great interest - I can't see myself using them as is, they seem to add an excuse for yet more dice rolls but they could certainly be modified to track circumstance bonuses/penalties PCs might have accrued when dealing with various groups.

It would be a really good resource for the DM looking to run a campaign where the PC's have access to one set of classes/abilities/magic and the campaign antagonists another.
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2008-12-15 08:09 pm
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The Darkest Road

Reading this book has been a long time coming. I first read The Summer Tree and The Wandering Fire from the library ... decades ago, when I was too young to understand the darker aspects of the story. Some years ago I saw and picked up the trilogy second hand, and eventually they worked to the top of my reading list.

This time the themes had a more discomforting effect, and it was al long time between reading the first and second books, longer before I got to the third. But this afternoon I picked it up and sat in the sun and read.

It is a very moving conclusion, or perhaps I'm uncharacteristically emotional these days. OTOH I've always read deeply & immersively.

I doubt I'll ever open the books again, perhaps someday I'll read the last again. They'll sit on my bookshelf until I find a good home for them.
marsden_online: (Blueknight)
2008-09-19 08:46 pm
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I guess it's been a long week. Umm. There was work, there was gaming. I cocked up the tactics of the NPCs in the big fight in NeeverWinter, to the players benefit for a change.

This afternoon I wandered into Borders looking for a particular book (Web Form Design, Luke Wroblowski), but they didn't have it. Once I failed to find anything else really atrtactive by browsing the rest of the computers section I swung by the Design* section and found a copy of The Design of Everyday Things by Donald Norman (2002 edition), a title I've seen referenced in quite a number of places.

They also had his later book The Design of Future Things but I browsed that and decided it wasn't worth the extra $$.

*I periodically consider trying to learn things like colour theory and typography and such - these would be useful skills to have a proper grounding in for my line of work.

It's wierd - I feel like I have a free evenng with no particular tasks pressing. No shortage on my to-do list though.
marsden_online: (Blueknight)
2008-04-20 08:05 pm
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marsden_online: (BlueDragon)
2007-09-24 08:49 pm

Library

Continued to stay away from the office today. Wasn't completely unproductive though.

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Since E-Day isn't coming to Chch, I finally got around to taking a load of obsolete computer bits to Molten Media. Including 3 monitors, the 486 and even PC-Model (lettng go of another piece of the past ... plenty to go ...).

The soundcard from my first ever computer was resident in PC-Model, and the HDD in the 486. I think the motherboard, videocard and processor are left, out at my parent's.

So anyway, that's freed up a bit of space.

I purchased a new joystick to replace the malfunctioning one that went in the odds and ends. So the accumulation begins anew.

I'm sure I'd promised to include someone else in my next trip, to molten, but I'm hapy to make a specific trip for whoever it was.
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Following that I started on a task actually scheduled for the weekend just been - resorting and restacking the bookshelves. This led to thinning the collection of cardboard boxes int he hallway cupboard, as many of thier original contents had just been delivered to Molten. I was actually looking for shoeboxes to store books in - many of the ones that in all honesty I'm unlikely to get around to reading again.

I never thought I'd see the day where I'd say "I don't have enough shoeboxes".

So the first box was easy enough. A few even went aside to go in the charity book collection bins. Then I came to the main bookcase (which is actually only about 25% books). And I'm looking at all these books (OK, I have relatively few compared to many of my friends).

And I'm trying to remember when last I read any of them. Several may not ever have been opened, having been purchased more recently because I read and enjoyed the book years ago. Several were purchased as potential RPG source material and read once, then never revisited. Many are random or outdated RPG supplements or systems which will never see actual use in my hands, of real interest only to a collector (I'm merely a hoarder).

Some I own for their connections to my past, my family.

I'm tempted just to box the vast majority of them and stash them in the back of a cupboard, never again to see the light of day. It's less heartbreaking than disposing of them would be, but still feels wrong.

This is proving more difficult than anticipated.

I'm brutally reminded of similar projects I have waiting to be undertaken. Pruning all those VHS tapes I'll never watch again (or copy when I finally get a VCR-to-PC setup working) for example. Revisitng the archive CDs and burning something with just the stuff that isn't obsolete.

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Take away the accumulation of my past, and you destroy the very foundation of me.

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There's a pile of old MAD magazines and 2000AD comics in the lounge I could bear to just throw away.